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Coffee at Midnight

by Amy Leerae

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1.
Let's go for coffee at midnight In the fall Like we did four years ago To the place we met that makes it better. Makes it feel like you’re someone I still know And I know you'd prefer To stay in with your wine and your white walls And not have to care. And not feel anything, anything at all But there was a time when you poured out your words like water And needed me. And I'm here to say That I'll be here if you want, just listening. Let's go out to the gardens After hours where we know shouldn't be. Laughing loud like we're high school kids Pulling stupid pranks But we know we're just caught up in our stories And I know you'd prefer To stay in with the cynical side of you And not have to care And not have anything better to do But there was a time when you Poured out your words like water And needed me. And I'm here to say That I'll be here if you want, just listening. And there was a time You told me things you couldn't tell anyone You shut me out And nowadays you act like we're done. You treat me like we were never that close But I know we are. If I were anyone else, you would have run away We'd never get this far And you wouldn't have cried. Cuz you wouldn't have cared. You said you drive people away as fast as you draw them in. But I'm not scared. I’m staying right here. And I’m not scared I'm staying right here. Let's go for coffee at midnight In the fall like we did four years ago To the place where we met that makes it better. Makes it feel like You're someone I still know. And I know you prefer to stay in with the cynical side of you But being caught in the mirror And seeing what you hate, that's not what I want for you There was a time when you Poured out your words like water And needed me. And I'm here to say That I'll be here if you want, just listening.
2.
Love Letters 03:50
Love letters aren’t my thing But then again, what do I know? I’ve never gotten one and There’s no point in flowers Unless they’re nice to look at And wearing my heart on my sleeve Never worked for me But you understand that love is more than a thrown around word And you’re willing to try and that means More to me than I could ever write Passing glances, first attractions Are so small. And I should know: I’ve never been comfortable. And hanging heavy in my chest has been the knowledge of too many staring eyes and ready hands and And wearing my heart on my sleeve Never worked for me But you understand that love is More than heat and skin And you’re willing to try and that means more to me than I could ever write And you understand that love is Something that takes time You pawned away your last guitar To pay the bill and make the drive And you’re willing to try and that means More to me than I could ever write Love letters aren’t my thing But then again, what do I know? I’ve been writing one
3.
Let go so easy and Getting picked up just as fast I used to cling to things Now I just try to detach Hold on to what's there When you come in from the storm Stay safe and dry and Move on when the weather gets warm I'm going nowhere and get left behind Harbors are easy havens are harder to find I'm going nowhere I'm being led blind Harbors are easy but havens are harder find Spun round in circles and thrown like a dart from your hand I can't go steady and I never know where I'll land I could stay safe if you didn't let everything drift But I'm not the Captain here; You can go down with your ship I'm going nowhere and get left behind Harbors are easy havens are harder to find I'm going nowhere I'm being led blind Harbors are easy but havens are harder find I'm going nowhere, and get left behind Harbors are easy, havens are harder to find I'm going nowhere; I'm being led blind Harbors are easy, havens are harder to find So if lightning hits when I'm gone, I'm not the one to blame And I'm not your curse if you left me here; out in the rain I'm going nowhere, and get left behind Harbors are easy, havens are harder to find I'm going nowhere; I'm being led blind Harbors are easy, havens are harder to find Harbors are easy havens are harder to find Harbors are easy havens are harder to find Harbors are easy havens are harder They're harder to find
4.
I left it up to you Should’ve kept my mouth shut Called you a coward and a liar And a million other things that I forgot I ran out to your car Two days after we broke up Telling you it wasn’t true And you said to me:
Did I ever say I wasn’t?

And you’re always gonna know What you left behind And I’m not waiting Okay maybe that’s a lie cuz I’m not taking no for an answer right now You changed your mind Said your heart was a mess Makes no sense; we both knew we still wanted it I wasn’t ready when you let me go You weren’t ready to let me go And you are always gonna know You put visions in my head Well you should’ve kept your mouth shut I overestimated you and all the things I thought you knew about me The illusion’s dead and gone And what I thought I knew about you Has disappeared into a place I can’t reach And you said to me: I can’t tell you to keep hoping And you’re always gonna know What you left behind And I’m not waiting Okay maybe that’s a lie cuz I’m not taking no for an answer right now You changed your mind Said your heart was a mess Makes no sense; we both knew we still wanted it I wasn’t ready when you let me go You weren’t ready to let me go And you are always gonna know

 And there’s never gonna be Things like this said again between you and me You said: Put your clothes back on, cuz that isn’t what I want I said: If your feelings for me go, you have got to let me know And on the day I left this place:
I said “i’m not okay, I’m not okay” And you said: You are gonna be so great

But I’m always gonna know What I left behind And I’m not waiting Okay maybe that’s a lie cuz I’m not taking no for an answer right now You changed your mind Said your heart was a mess Makes no sense; we both knew we still wanted it I wasn’t ready when you let me go You weren’t ready to let me go And you are always

you are always you are always you are always you are always you are always you are always you are always you are always you are always, always, always You are always, you are always No you’re always gonna know
5.
Lyrics: I thought the grass was greener On some other hill It's still alone at the top I thought the sky was bluer In another place But the clouds don't stop I have a plan Or I had plan I guess it just won't work out Try as we might We won't find Watership Down I thought the dangers had passed In some other place All I'm seeing are snares I thought our time wasn't up yet Hands of the clock say (otherwise) Time never cares I had to know And you had to go This place isn't safe for us now I hope one day you'll find Watership Down Too many obstacles Too many challenges You want to go underground There's no escaping it There's no erasing it Fool's though we are We know better than this I have a plan Or I had plan I guess it just won't work out Try as we might We won't find Watership Down Find your safe haven Please find Watership Down
6.
You're older than a man you're age should be
 You've been a plaything of Mars
 Wrapped up inside a tragedy 
A gun in your hands
 And you're the best man for the job. Seventeen's too young to be afraid Give it time, they'll bring out All that you're capable of And seven years later when I ask you Have you ever killed a man? All you can say is "yes." I know you're sorry, oh, you. I know you're sorry, oh, you. But I like you. I like you; scars and all. You're terrified of driving me away But I have to admit Sometimes I carry the same thoughts How could I ever be what you want? And I wouldn't say I'm clever, say I'm wise. You cut down all the doubts, Make me see myself through your eyes And you say to me: "Don't be sorry, be you. 
Don't be sorry, be you. I like you, I like you. Quirks and all." It hasn't been so long to come this far Even knowing that it's over I will Always see the beautiful person that you are In the same way you see me Don't be sorry, be you Don't be sorry be you I still like you, I like you Don't be sorry, be you Don't be sorry, be you. I still like you (2x) The sunset in your hair The sea in your eyes Flaws and all.

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"Coffee at Midnight," my first released EP, holds six songs written from my 20s. It holds people, conversations, imagery, and in one case, a book I encountered on a hot summer day. Without saying too much, I hope my work speaks for itself, and prompts something in you. That could be a reflection, a conversation, or maybe, just the urge to get coffee with a friend. ☕️

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released July 14, 2023

Music, Lyrics, Amy Leerae Brown
Acoustic Guitar, Vocals: Amy Leerae Brown
Piano: Elsa Lee
Violin, Viola: Sanya Smileska

Produced, edited, mixed and mastered by Owen Sartori and Davide Raso at F5 SoundHouse in Minneapolis.

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Amy Leerae Minneapolis, Minnesota

Welcome, stranger.

Amy is an artist of multiple forms; music, theatre, fantasy fiction. Her first EP, "Coffee at Midnight," consists of six of her best songs, completely self written, in her 20s.

Chances are you don't know her journey, but it's been a long one. Amy is excited to share her music, at last, after 10 years of trying to get it right.

See you again soon, I hope.
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